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People can surprise you

When I went back to work after being a stay at home mom who suffers from anxiety My thoughts were pretty negative. I went in expecting to fail. At everything. Most of all I went in thinking I couldn't   count on any one there. Anxiety can do all of the above to you. fill your head full of doubt  connecting with people can be very   hard . The feeling of you fitting in or belong is also not there. I still have days where I struggle. I always will that's just how a person who has been diagnosed with an anxiety  disorder lives. Good days, Bad day's, As much as I want it to its not going to just go away. It is a part of who I am, But its not who I am .  Though it may seam small to some have over come a very big obstetrical by going back to work. And this is in a very humble way of me saying this but I am proud of my self. The struggle and fear is Very ,Very real and I am doing it. I keep fighting to go and I still get nervous though theirs no reason to. Iv also ...